We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Bitter and Better

by Behind The Façade

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $5 USD

     

  • Full Digital Discography

    Get all 8 Behind The Façade releases available on Bandcamp and save 35%.

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality downloads of Honey, I Don't Wanna Die (In Ohio), Dancing in a Sinkhole, Devil, Bitter and Better, Hypochondriac, Strangers EP, and We Are The Fighters EP. , and , .

    Purchasable with gift card

      $8.45 USD or more (35% OFF)

     

  • Bitter and Better (Physical CD + digital download)
    Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    For an extra $5 ($11 total), the band will sign the sleeve! Will take extra time to ship.

    Includes unlimited streaming of Bitter and Better via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

    Sold Out

1.
We just need to be saved sometimes We just need to be saved sometimes Parallel lines coming together Changes of heart are due to the weather The scenery is finally different What a nice break from falling apart Thoughts don’t dance They’re inanimate and hearts don’t break We’re still alive We just need to be saved sometimes Who I am is who you think of when we lock eyes I think I’m myself but I really don’t know I was hoping that summer would bring us back home I’m an ocean of emotion Endlessly deep and alone But I’m finding if I dive in To confront all my fears and look at the bigger picture The pessimist in me is gone with the season Got things to believe in Things to believe in I’m riding this wave I’m lost and depraved And then you just stand there and wave And I realize that I’ve never felt more at home Than here in the snow, if I fall then I know You’ll be there to catch me Your arms are my safety I’m noticing lately you’re coming around Summer is just a state of mind I get so lost, I fall behind I love you, I hate you I need you, I crave you Oh, we deserve more than just pain If I fall then I know there’s the soft of the snow There’s your arms and in them I’m home I’m an ocean of emotion Endlessly deep and alone But I’m finding if I dive in To confront all my fears and look at the bigger picture The pessimist in me is gone with the season Got things to believe in, things to believe in I got things to believe in now
2.
Cached 02:46
We start fires for fun You dance to the beat of its drum Well I find solace when the crackling’s numb And this is starting to feel Like one big joke You’re looking for something left to smoke But I see nothing but ash And you, you treat me like I’m cached And I see ten steps ahead And you would do anything instead It seems that we think so differently Yet I can’t look away It seems that I decided in my mind That right now, we’re meant to be If only I could see Destiny is tricky Then maybe Oh, maybe I wouldn’t feel this every time I’m stuck and I’m addicted to this high It’s not the same as yours I don’t pay for mine The currency’s a different kind But I see nothing but ash And you, you treat me like I’m cached And I see ten steps ahead And you would do anything instead You said fires were fun So why’d you run
3.
If we’re gonna be totally honest My happiness depends on you I’m embarrassed, in fact I never thought that I’d be that girl But here I stand Cigarette in hand Torn that you won’t be my man I’m your secret, I know While I wear you on my bones It’s funny how your face looks different But somehow still the feeling’s the same The scenery changes but everything else just stays We try hard to grow But laugh ‘cause we know that We wear our mistakes They’re all over our faces In our hands, on our toes We wear them on our bones You just spoil me with Good intentions ‘cause you know It’s enough to keep me just hanging Right where you want me to be You just make me feel like I’m not worthy of your love You just worry about the end When you could’ve enjoyed it until then Impulsive, explosive I act on emotions We fight in slow motion We caused a commotion You look so innocent I just feed into this game The one I thought I’d never, ever play Then again I can’t say no to your face So maybe you should turn away so I could just run in a circle Get on my knees And beg you to stay ‘cause you look so good it hurts Can’t put it into words You just spoil me with Good intentions ‘cause you know It’s enough to keep me just hanging Right where you want me to be You just make me feel like I’m not worthy of your love You just worry about the end When you could’ve enjoyed it until then You just spoil me with Good intentions ‘cause you know It’s enough to keep me just hanging Right where you want me to be You just make me feel like I’m not worthy of your love You just worry about the end When you could’ve enjoyed it until then
4.
You’re like water You’re like blood I need you here But you just run You’re like movies You’re like dreams It’s really horror at the seams We love the pain We let it grow It’s nice to feel something that you know I love you but despite it At least the hate’s requited Unstitch my way through ‘til I reach you Giving up is not what I do Kiss the lies, embrace this fate I think I might just hate this place You’re everything that I know Hold me tight, don’t let go I’ll say forever, I’ll mean it too ‘cause who am I without you? You’re everything that I know Hold me tight, don’t let go I’ll say forever, but that’s not true ‘cause you hate me and I hate you I’m breaking through now Another level I’ve broken more here Than I can handle They say time helps I say it hurts I’m watching gold Rust to dirt Your voice through the line Your homemade design Text so I call Then watch me fall I love you but despite it At least the hate’s requited Try to stop me Hold me down I’m too weak to hear the sound The screaming’s loud Nerves are high Can’t help but think that you’re still mine You’re everything that I know Hold me tight, don’t let go I’ll say forever, I’ll mean it too ‘cause who am I without you? You’re everything that I know Hold me tight, don’t let go I’ll say forever, but that’s not true ‘cause you hate me and I hate you
5.
Stalemate 03:53
I’m sitting on the couch This is normal now My life’s in stalemate I’m looking all around I’m just deafened by the sound of My inner demons They’re never sleeping You look at me like I used to Young, filled with so much potential No one ever told me 23 would be so lonely All my friends are off pursuing their dreams And they forgot about me I worked too hard too early Finished everything in a hurry And now I’ve come to reach stalemate Oh, stalemate I’m punching bedroom walls now I’m pulling out my hair I’m trying to forget you But you’re everywhere You look at me like I used to Smart, bound to be successful I can’t see I can’t see it now No one ever told me 23 would be so lonely All my friends are off pursuing their dreams And they forgot about me I worked too hard too early Finished everything in a hurry And now I’ve come to reach stalemate Oh, stalemate No one ever told me 23 would be so lonely All my friends are off pursuing their dreams And they forgot about me I worked too hard too early Finished everything in a hurry And now I’ve come to reach stalemate Oh, stalemate
6.
Doctor, doctor You’ve gotta diagnose me My blood’s too thick And it’s drowning me slowly Listen here, doc I’m a good kid, I’ve always been I get straight As, I go to work So why then, why then Is my heart skipping beats? Why then, why then Do I have three grey hairs? It’s not fair Hypochondriac, am I a hypochondriac? Doctor, doctor you’ve gotta diagnose me Hypochondriac, am I a hypochondriac? My blood’s too thick and it’s drowning me slowly I haven’t slept and my thoughts are unholy I’ve been drinking too much coffee It’s messing with my body My hands are shaky Doesn’t look too good on me And I change my mind a lot Sometimes I forget how to sing But sometimes I forget how to be good at anything Sometimes I lie, I’m not too good at that either But it’s easier than fucking fighting and biting my tongue Pleading with, feeding my brain I’m not insane But doctor, doctor you’ve gotta diagnose me Hypochondriac, am I a hypochondriac? My blood’s too thick and it’s drowning me slowly I haven’t slept and my thoughts are unholy I’ve been drinking too much coffee It’s messing with my body My hands are shaky Doesn’t look too good on me Doctor, doctor I’m thinking that it’s too late I think I’m dying, I’m not worried ‘bout your pay rate You think I’m lying but it really feels like checkmate Just fix me quickly, haven’t even met my soul mate Hypochondriac, am I a hypochondriac? Doctor, doctor you’ve gotta diagnose me Hypochondriac, am I a hypochondriac? My blood’s too thick and it’s drowning me slowly I haven’t slept and my thoughts are unholy I’ve been drinking too much coffee It’s messing with my body My hands are shaky Doesn’t look too good on me
7.
Look what you’ve done Now my lips are chapped I’ve gone through a pack And I don’t even smoke I shut the door on my mom I yelled at my dad They’ve done nothing wrong But ask why I’m mad And now I feel so bad Got dressed and put my makeup on Just so it could run And I could write a sad, pathetic song I tried to write a happy song But I barely got to finish that About parallel lines coming together How love made everything better How it was such a nice break from falling apart But the only thing that really changed Is the scenery and the fact that I have a degree Did I mention I still can’t get a job? But I still get dressed and put my makeup on Oh, just so it could run and I could write a sad, pathetic song
8.
IPA (IDC) 04:31
I’m as bitter as this IPA Yeah, that’s my choice of drink today It doesn’t really taste okay It’s an acquired taste, they say So I’ll pretend, I’ll pretend ‘til you’re out of my head ‘til this starts to taste good, ‘til things start to make sense I don’t care, I don’t care Rainbows and butterflies Tears and last goodbyes You’re gone, out of my life and that’s fine Okay, I’m sad Can’t let you know that And yeah I’m bitter ‘cause being better’s just a little bit harder And yeah, it’s true I’m having trouble getting over you Indifference, it’s perfect Keep telling myself you’re not worth it You pushed me, you lost me But you think if you want me, you got me You might be right, you might be wrong All I know is you got your song You fooled me once, you fooled me twice So shame on me, can’t even take my advice You gave me a lot of things Some of which I never wanted Doubts, insecurities Nightmares, anxiety Love without a name Oh, someone else to blame I could throw a rock and hit a better prospect Turn a corner and find someone who loves back That’s the difference between you and me I can love and all you know how to do is run So run then This is the last tear I’ll shed for you This is the last song I’ll write for you too That was the last time I’ll fight for you So get used to the sound at that end of your phone When you told me to move on Said your feelings weren’t strong enough Silence that keeps you up all night long Indifference, it’s perfect Keep telling myself you’re not worth it You pushed me, you lost me But you think if you want me, you got me You might be right, you might be wrong All I know is you got your song You fooled me once, you fooled me twice So shame on me, can’t even take my advice Cheers to shitty beer Pretend ‘til things get better Cheers to shitty beer This is my last love letter Cheers to shitty beer Pretend ‘til things get better Cheers to shitty beer This is my last love letter Indifference, it’s perfect Keep telling myself you’re not worth it You pushed me, you lost me But you think if you want me, you got me You might be right, you might be wrong All I know is you got your song You fooled me once, you fooled me twice So shame on me, can’t even take my advice
9.
Tired 02:55
Everyone wants casual Caring’s just residual On my hands, on my knees Praying ‘though I don’t believe ‘cause I’ve seen more And I’m still torn If it’s meant to be it’ll happen Or take what you want instead of imagining How things could be I’ll make them be I’m tired of talking You’re tired of listening And nodding your head We should make new memories instead I’m tired of writing I should forget it Not dwell in it Like I always do So over songs about me and you I want a love that could burn cities to ashes A passion, a fire, relentless desire I won’t settle for content I wanna be bent out of shape So happy, it hurts my face So distracted by it, that I’m always late Instead of always early and alone Waiting for a text that’s never gonna come There’s a jealousy It lives inside of me It’s crippling, takes over my body It’s blinding Red is all I see And I say things just to hurt you Because you hurt me too Your reaction is my only proof That you care about me and I didn’t lose you I’m tired of talking You’re tired of listening And nodding your head We should make new memories instead I’m tired of fighting I should forget it Not dwell in it Like I always do So over songs about me and you
10.
I feel so lucky to have had a broken heart ‘cause I survived and got out with a real appreciation for art I can see beauty in pain Empathy, the worst of me dried up in the paint Just me and my right brain This year went by so slowly Never alone but somehow lonely I’m setting back the clock I won’t waste another second This is the beginning Five years from now I’ll look back and laugh We’re so young It seems like the end but so much has yet to come I’d do everything I’d do everything for… …all the mistakes that I made All the obstacles I overcame How to put myself back together And why I fall apart What I don’t want You and your attributes Well at least you were my muse I guess you had some use I was the brave one for Letting love right through my door For trying, for caring But mostly daring to be weak And that’s what makes me strong Five years from now I’ll look back and laugh We’re so young It seems like the end but so much has yet to come I’ll do everything to love who I’ve become Things can’t get real good until they’ve been real bad Yeah, that’s ‘cause everything is relative And you can’t live in my head anymore Without paying rent ‘cause Now I won’t give unless I get Five years from now I’ll look back and laugh We’re so young It seems like the end but so much has yet to come So much has yet to come Oh, so much has yet to come

credits

released March 1, 2016

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Behind The Façade Queens, New York

Behind The Façade is a female-fronted, alternative/pop-punk/rock band from the inner boroughs of New York City. They self- released their debut full-length in March 2016. BTF is featured in Alternative Press's March 2014 issue, in the AP&R section, in their "100 bands you need to know" March 2015 issue and noted as 1 of 10 bands keeping Long Island pop-punk alive. ... more

contact / help

Contact Behind The Façade

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like Behind The Façade, you may also like: